JESS
Jess remember when you posted a link to your web page
about the Wall Of Hope. I visited and saw the picture with your tribute
to the Stop NHL Message Board Family and when I saw Dave P. in Canada
you
sent a motivating warmth through my body, you reached out and touched
me
from the west coast. That picture sits on the wall in my office with
this
caption written under it. "Givers are rewarded in ways takers will
never
experience". Jess your a giver. Channel all the well earned good things
everyone is saying about you and forget about stats. Back in the early
90's
when I was stat hunting I did find some hope in a high median. I then
set
out to raise that number. You go Girl !!!
Jess is the new kid on the block and is leading the changing of the
guard and always has an advocacy project brewing. Loved the beads idea.
dx'd 5/2000 follicular small cleaved, stage 4 tx
7/2000 - 11/2000 CHOP+Rituxan, six rounds each
12/8/2000 - declared in molecular remission
- relapse 11/02
Stay strong Jess sending positive thoughts your way.
NEPTUNE
Neptune is the mysterious one. One that helped me in the earlier days
to feel at home in the complexity of a medical nightmare. Despite what
she herself was going through she found time to help others and ease
our journey, sometimes posting from her hospital bed. Those earlier
posts were my bible to getting well and I only wish I had the insight
back then to save the wise
words she typed. I've lost contact with Neptune like most of us and I'm
too scared to mention anything on the Message Board and Neptune know
that
I think of your kindness and wisdom often. I remember one post where
not
1 but 2 first time regulars found the strength and inspiration to post
because
of you, which speaks volumes of your presence to others on the net.
Remember
you do not have to say you just have to be and you facilitate and you
will
still speak volumns to us and us to you. You will always be a part of
the
STOP NHL Family.
Remember with every type of remission
you tip the time glass over to the full
end,
but can't make out the rate of flow
just like everyone else I know
and appreciate each additional second
with a new found appreciation.
Believe - Harness - Heal
You are a true human being. You know
what love is. You know what life is. Keep on.
Heart transplant for congenital defect, 12/94, lifelong
immunosuppressive therapy.
Diagnosed with T-cell lymphoblastic lymphoma, stage 4B- 8/96. CHOP- no
remission. M-BACOD
- remission 1/97.
Relapse 5/97- ProMACE CYTABOM- remission 8/97
Relapse 2/98- Autologous BMT 3/98
Relapse 1/99- Monoclonal antibody treatment, response, no remission.
Allogenic BMT 9/99
Relapse 4/00- Phase 1 clinical trial, good response, no remission quite
yet.
Plus all the side effects that come with long term treatment... kidney
problems, low counts, blah blah blah.
Still fighting!
10/03 have major complications from treatment, too numerous to go into.
Just recently Neptune has been gracing the Stop NHL Message Board with
her presence and wisdom. So good to see you back.
REED
Hey what can I say about Reed. An adventurest
who can make words come alive and inflict passion into your thoughts.
Reed like Neptune allowed me to feel okay about posting on the early
STOP NHL Message Board. Initially I was reluctant to post in fear of
someone asking questions I couldn't answer, but they and others allowed
the communication to take place for me to come to grips with the life
that NHL brings. Reed when does your book come out? The one that tells
about your duel role as researcher and patient. About your findings and
who you have approached and the results of the attempts to
communicate what needs to be known. Regroup and recharge
and keep living like you know how and then get back up on that horse
buddy.
Reed - Dx'd
Sept 19. 1991. 9-19-91 (ed.'s message just look at
that
date!!!!) (Old classification) Nodular mixed stage 4 10
cycles
of Mitoxantrone, recurrance and morphed into large cell, diffuse.
Bone marrow transplant (TBIrradiation and high dose
methotrexate,
Cyclophosphomide, Ardiamycin, Prednisone, and I think everything else)
Atologous, no match. Stem cell removal from affected
marrow,
experimental modification, reinsert and poof, here I am. They
don't do these anymore. I live in the Hill
country area of Texas - northwest 70 miles from San Antonio, right up
the
Pedernales River from President Johnson's Texas White House. Have some
cows
about, too many cats, and a couple of dogs, Pete and Stubby. Been here
for
years but thinking about pulling stakes and heading out soon. Have a
16yr
old boy who doesn't wish to go to war (nor does his dad). Life's too
valuable
for that, cancer taught me this. 2 miles of driveway doesn't seem
enough
anymore. Need to go where no herbicides were ever used, land management
is sound and balanced, the water's clean enough to drink, and people
are
happy. Not too many places like that left anymore but I know there
still
are, that's where I'll end-up and ya'll are welcome to come-by anytime.
SHIRLS
Shirls like me and others bring an
international flavour
to the message board. She helped me to come to terms with remission by
forcing
me to think about it. Initially I couldn't understand why she and
others
were having a hard time dealing with cancer free times and now I have
different
stages of classification for remission. Thanks Shirls for paving the
way
for my transformation to understanding.
SHIRS STORY
I was dx in February 1996 with non
hodgkins lymphoma low grade, had CHOP x six and went into remission for
2 years. Recurrence in
July 98, trialed a new drug (in Australia) called Rituxin, which
instead of 6 months chemo, is only four injections over four weeks. 19/5/99
recurrence
of this dreaded disease. Redx as Mantle Cell Lymphoma Stage IV with
bone
marrow involvement. Oncologists advise me to get my affairs in order as
chemo won't help and he thought I would have approximately 2 - 4 months
to live.
On the 5th Aug 99 I had Iodine-131
Radiolabelled Rituximab (called Bexxar) - great hope here. I am only
one of nine people in Australia to have this treatment which was given
to me at Fremantle Hospital, it was not a trial - trials were still
starting in the rest of the world. Under Australian rules if you are
terminal then you can request any treatment and receive it. The nine
people who had Bexxar were all terminal, results are still not out -
but I understand that all but one are still alive (and that dear old
lady was in her late 80’s) (I wish my friends in the States had this
same opportunity.) Stage I trials had been held by the University of
Michigan (United States) and this showed that 28 of 34 patients
completed treatment with 78% achieving a response and 50% achieving a
complete response (CR) The median duration of response was 357 days and
for CR it was 471 days with 4 CRs having a duration of 1000 days
(maximum = > 1460 days). I have not received an update on the Phase
I Experience yet.
I am writing this on the 28th December
2000 and can honestly say that I feel better today than I have felt for
five years. I am in complete remission. My last tests on the 4th
December were totally clear and I do not have to have more tests until
April 2001. Relapse April 2001 stem
cell harvest frozen for future transplant, commence MabThera x 4 on the
16th May 2001 with a “hot dose” on 24th May. Another remission and now
living life to the fullest.
My husband and I live on the canals in
Western Australia. We live in a small town called South Yunderup which
is about 100 kms south of the capital city of Perth. We sell real
estate and deal exclusively in waterfront properties - and love it. I
love to read (anything), walk, computors (although only a novice),
gardening. Love life, my husband Reg, my kids, Samantha (33), Nathan
(30) and Marnie (32) and my dog Tiffy (a poodle).
Shirls had a relapse but has made a
great recovery and is still completing her to do list.
Shirls - (Australia)
(59) . Mantle Cell Lymphoma Stage IV. CHOP 96, RITUXIMAB 98
and Hot MabThera July 99 (20 months good remission) April 2001 stem
cell harvest frozen for future transplant, commence MabThera x 4 on the
16th May 2001 with a “hot dose” on 24th May. Husband
- Reg.
TRUDI
& BRUCE
You two like it or not are the foundation of
the STOP NHL community. When I
first started looking for information and support for dealing with NHL,
little could be found. In this dark web of uncertainty I saw a bright
light in the distance and on closer examinations discovered you two.
Bruce had a similar medical history and therefor was the reality to the
understanding I sought, that it could be done. Along his side he was
lucky enough to have his TWIN, Trudi the creator of a fabulous NHL
related web page and message board, both state of the art for the
times. Along the way I've adopted Bruce as my blood brother and
although he's not a chatty person he doesn't have to because his
TWIN usually takes care of communicating the message that needs to be
sent.
Trudi you showed me that it was okay to reach out and communicate. You
inspired me to create a web page of my own on NHL to help others
through what I went through. Anyone who has been responsible for
maintaining a web site knows of the time and effort to keep things
working ( you always found a place for the board). I and many others
are grateful for your dedication. Thanks you two, your indeed special
people in my heart. Take Care
Trudi - caregiver
to husband, Bruce. Diagnosed
Feb. 1986. Nodular Poorly-Differentiated (aka: Follicular Small-Cleaved
Cell), advanced stage 4. Went into remission March 1987. Relapsed Nov.
1993. Still predominately Follicular Small-Cleaved Cell, but with some
large cells and some diffuse cells mixed in, again at stage 4. Fought
the battle continuously for over 4 years that time. In Nov. 1996
transformed to Mixed Cell. In
Jan. 1997 transformed to High Grade. Finally went into remission again
Jan. 1998. Relapsed Aug. 2000. Had transformed back to Follicular
Small-Cleaved Cell. Went into remission December 2000 and is
currently
still in remission. Treatments have included high dose I.V.
Cyclophosphamide
12 x's, oral clophosphamide 3 x's, pulsed high dose
Chlorambucil
every 3 weeks for 1 1/2 years, Fludarabine 6 x's, Mitoxantrone 3 x's,
Decandron
once, unlabeled Anti B-1 2 x's on different occasions, Rituxan 2
x's,
Bexxar once, Prednisone more times than I can count or care to
remember.
Also things like Allopurinol, Procrit, Neupogen, potassium iodide,
magnesium-oxide,
Zofran, Companzine, blood transfusions, etc., etc.. I'm sure I'm
probably
missing other things.
Non
Hodgkins Lymphoma
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