In a Young Girl's eyes

By N.L. Morgan

I see you everywhere I go
you are my love and you are my
curse my dear
Sometimes it is in a young girls eyes
that I see you
Or maybe in a woman's tears
My spirit cannot free itself from you
Everywhere I look I am hurt by my dreams of you
The dreams I hold on to so dearly
As one with a knife in his hand
I squeeze the blade in pain
wanting the pain to stop but not
Wanting the bleeding to end
Your face floats in my facet of dreams
I watch as it gathers everything around it
as everything is attracted to it's beauty
I want to catch it but I can't.
Please stop being in the eyes of little girls
Please stop showing up in the water as
my reflection
Stop being everywhere I look
everywhere I touch
Even though I love you
I can't handle this anymore
I don't want this anymore
I want it to end
So I can go on.
Let me be free.